After a long break for a week, tomorrow need to start work le.. This week happen a lot of things. Firstly, i won about 100++++ this week and i get to see something that i wanted to see for very very long time. Although the time is short but still, it's worth it.. i cherish every single second and won't let myself miss it. Still, i find it not enough.. How? Well.. A lot of problem too.. I think it's because of me. If i didn't appear, i guess nothing will be happen.. Right? I doesn't know what i did is correct or wrong. But i just can't help it.. Is like, you can't stop a cow to eat the grass.. Many of confusion but i still choose the path to be like this.. I'm just following the light that shine at the end of the tunnel.. Am i wrong? I'm just follow hows my bloody feeling goes. In this kind of situation, there's no one to blame for.. So basically... Can't help it...