Freaking tired today... Well.. Today my performance not bad.. =) After training, we went to admiralty place to play bumping car.. Haha.. I'm Jerk!! haha! Cuz i knock someone so hard and nearly fly off! Haha~ So after tat, we went to play the "ball thingy".. Is like u going inside a big ball den play inside a pool of water.. Only five minutes, i feel so tired and sweat lyk mad.. Even lack of oxygen.. haha~ Well.. show ya my today outfit.. Hiphop X Skate...

Feeling weird right now.. Dunno wad keep bothering me.. Well.. now i need to save up money for CANON 40D camera.. Means, no more label for me.. -_-"





*Come and Go....

Thanks Patrick Poh for the beautiful pic!!

I've just place my order to purchase Kiktyo's limited edition tee.. Will be arrive on late march or early april.. Well.. I'm buying a DSLR camera next month! But.. Don't know which model to get.. Nikon D40 or Canon 450D...

I feel that thing had start to change.. Well.. I think it's just a matter of time.. Soon or after, the thing will just come.. Anyway, I still can take it but not anymore cause I scare that I can't take it.. It's my fault and I shouldn't feel it this way.. I can't help it.. It may appear in realistic or the fact it's just a dream? I keep questioning myself about this.. Since the changes started, I will not hold it as much as before.. Maybe it's just all in me.. Let the moment stop and just let the memories continue running in my mind for life...

I'm totally freak out of my dream last night.. I dream about my work!!! argh.. maybe i work too hard le? well...

I got SCAR in my face!!!!! ARGH... I accidentally scratch myself... stupid me... ARGH...

方炯鑌(阿鑌)--壞人

那 一扇車門
關出 我們的裂痕
一聲就震斷了回頭的路程

愛 無法均分
以後 就留給你們
也許用傷害結束 愛才更動人

容忍的人其實並不笨
只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫
祝福就給你下一個人

你是好人 也是個壞人
對我坦承 只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

我是好人 也是個壞人
分得夠狠 你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛 一點不剩
也不忍 看戀人愛成路人

三個人從不對等
總有個人必須犧牲
那永恆 就等他帶你完成

Recently i brought some stuff online.. They are...

Wrong Wrok - Big Heart USD40 http://www.wrongwroks.com/shopping/stuff/items/blk-heart.htm

Subcrew - Subcrew X Devilock X Clot Tee & Cap HK880(excluding Shipment) http://www.subcrewreact.com/store/index.php?page=shop.product_details&flypage=flypage_09SE.tpl&product_id=753&category_id=22&option=com_virtuemart&Itemid=1&vmcchk=1&Itemid=1

Quite a damage for me.. But no choice.. I like it.. Next i will be eye-ing on Sneaker.. I think.. Well.. I'm not so label freak..

My feeling is in blender machine.. Its mix up my feeling.. As it start to spin, i can't stop it, the stop button not working.. The power supply has been sealed.. So... When will it stop??

I simply hope that this is not a dream.. If this really a dream for me, i rather choose not to wake up.. Although my birthday is over but still, i make a little wishes.. Hope that the dream i wish for will come true.. I know i'm quite bad but can't help it.. I lost my mind and soul over it.. Running through my mind every single second of my life.. Maybe it is just a beautiful pass by or will be a starting of happiness for me? I'm afraid to know it.. I run away from the fact, i doesn't wish to face it.. Somehow i feel is quite cruel for it.. But i can't simply just let the happiness go away right? Well.. The fire has started and I'm near.. I will just walk a step and count a step.. I won't look far.. i will look what i having now...

Found this in the net, so i share with you guys... enjoy...

Yesterday i went to chinatown for my primary school gathering! Kwan shen, Clement, Shu Ling, Rebecca, Ernest, Gary, Xue Ting, Effie, Dorene and Choon Kit was there.. But Ernest only meet us for dinner after that he need to go off.. So after dinner, we went to that $10 family KTV.. While we walking there, i saw chingay event at there.. Its was like a flash back of last year.. Well well, we reach the KTV on the dot and we start singing our voice out.. So, after KTV-ing, we went to have supper.. Porridge! Hmm.. Due to over order of the porridge, we decided to play a game, loser must eat a one full spoon of white plain porridge.. haha~ So the "thingy" end about 11 plus.. As we gonna to bid a farewell, Dorene gave each of us a hug cause she going back to America to work.. Anyway, it is fun to hang out with you guys.. Awaiting for the next gather...

Nothing to do, so do some funny search online... check it out...

What every kiss means :

~Kiss on the stomach = I'm ready

~Kiss on the Forehead = I hope we're together forever

~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything

~Kiss on the Cheek = You look so cute

~Kiss on the Hand = I adore you

~Kiss on the Neck = We belong together

~Kiss on the Shoulder = I want you

~Kiss on the Lips = I love you


What the gesture means...


~Holding Hands = We definitely like each other

~Slap on the butt = That's mine

~Holding on tight = I don't want to let go

~Looking into each other's Eyes = I just plain love you

~Playing with Hair = Tell me you love me

~Arms around the Waist = I love you too much to let go

~Laughing while Kissing = I am completely comfortable with you

Truly, deeply, madly...

After a long break for a week, tomorrow need to start work le.. This week happen a lot of things. Firstly, i won about 100++++ this week and i get to see something that i wanted to see for very very long time. Although the time is short but still, it's worth it.. i cherish every single second and won't let myself miss it. Still, i find it not enough.. How? Well.. A lot of problem too.. I think it's because of me. If i didn't appear, i guess nothing will be happen.. Right? I doesn't know what i did is correct or wrong. But i just can't help it.. Is like, you can't stop a cow to eat the grass.. Many of confusion but i still choose the path to be like this.. I'm just following the light that shine at the end of the tunnel.. Am i wrong? I'm just follow hows my bloody feeling goes. In this kind of situation, there's no one to blame for.. So basically... Can't help it...