Ztastica

2009-12-14T22:08:00.001+08:00

I'm forever yours...

because when you hold me,

I feel like nothing else matters

more than the love

I've found with you.

I'm forever yours...

because when you look at me,

I can see how much you love me.

Your eyes tell me

the closeness we share

is something deep,

something we could have

only found with each other.

I'm forever yours...

because there is something special

in the way we trust each other

so completely.

I'm forever yours..

because only with you

can I capture a moment

where I know what

it's like to feel heaven,

only with you

have I ever felt

so safe, so loved.

I'm forever yours...

because I wouldn't want it

any other way.

2009-11-22T11:25:00.003+08:00

Hmm... finally everything is coming to the end.. i really hope that the problem is solve.. i doesn't wish everything back to the same old time again.. nothing to compare.. just i will give the best whatever i can do.. i doesn't mind going through the hard time to earn back the happiness..

The blogskin change due to server of the skin breakdown.

2009-09-28T18:28:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Doesn't know why today i'm feeling weird.. haix....

2009-09-01T16:46:00.002+08:00

Finally Touch down to Singapore yesterday.. Its been a long trip for me.. 20th august to 25th august at China (Shanghai) and 27th august to 31st august at Korea (chuncheon).. At Shanghai event, World Freestyle Slalom Competition 2009, representing Singapore, I get 6th Placing in Sliding competition.. A great improvement as last year my world ranking is only 19th.. Well done for me.. haha! well.. At ChunCheon event, World Leisure Congress & Leisure Games 2009, I get 3rd placing for Sliding Competition.. Wow.. First time get 3rd.. so freaking happy.. haha.. Well.. During this time period, i miss my girlfriend so much.. Badly.. But now, I'm back in singapore, will see her soon.. =) Anyway, all the photo taken is already uploaded to Facebook.. Please feel free to drop by and see.. =)

2009-07-30T19:22:00.001+08:00

fall for this song.. keep hearing.. nice tune, nice melody and nice lyrics.. see.. i so good.. i share share.. haha.. enjoy...

爱情傀儡—巫启贤
别让我在每个夜里为你流泪
其实我并没有睡
想你容易让心碎
如果你想要的只是荣华富贵
何必在感情世界
留下你虚假的美
我真的好累你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲为你憔悴
你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累却为你付出了一切
为你狂野为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡
*音乐*
别让我在每个夜里被你侵略
是我对你不了解
还是我不懂拒绝
如果你想要的只是风花雪月
何必在乎我是谁
又何必如此虚伪
我真的好累你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲为你憔悴
你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累却为你付出了一切
为你狂野为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡
我真的好累你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲为你憔悴
你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累却为你付出了一切
为你狂野为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡

2009-07-23T14:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry peeps.. Long time never update the blog.. During this period, there's up and down in my life.. Well.. Eventually thing are getting better.. =) Oh ya.. I received my new skate yesterday!!! Micro Seba CARBON!!! Finally.. And Thank for my previous skate (Seba high deluxe) to bring me so far for my skating career.. And my respect to you.. *1 minute of silence* You will alway be remember by me... Let's us welcome SEBA CARBON!!!! *Clap clap*

Baby, I love you.. Thanks for everything u did for me.. =)

2009-06-25T21:41:00.001+08:00

Things seem to be no going the way that expected.. But i believe time and sincerely will does all the job.. We shall see..

2009-06-17T23:01:00.001+08:00

Special day...
*Wink*

2009-06-15T19:51:00.001+08:00

习惯在每一天
比你醒来早一点
轻轻吻着你熟睡的脸
让你张开双眼就能看见
我温柔的笑靥
喜欢在你耳边
说话声音小一点
慢慢贴近你温热的脸
让你可以靠在我的胸前
就好像拥抱整个世界
对你的爱永远多一点
就算用尽一生的时间
你会感觉到我就在你身边
不论有多远
对你的爱永远多一点
就算用完仅有的缘份
也要你知道在我的心里面
我好想再爱你一遍

2009-06-11T20:54:00.002+08:00

Sometime, I will just feel loneliness in me.. Am i being left out? Or am i just not sociable? People will just tends to forget me.. Am i asking too much? Or i'm just seeking attention? Hmmm.. Fk it.. Forget it..

2009-06-08T22:02:00.003+08:00

A very meaningful song/poem.. Read it with your heart and feel the lyrics running in your mind...

Song of the Soldiers
by Charles G. Halpine

Comrades known in marches many,
Comrades, tried in dangers many,
Comrades, bound by memories many,
Brothers let us be.
Wounds or sickness may divide us,
Marching orders may divide us,
But whatever fate betide us,
Brothers of the heart are we.

Comrades, known by faith the clearest,
Tried when death was near and nearest,
Bound we are by ties the dearest,
Brothers evermore to be.
And, if spared, and growing older,
Shoulder still in line with shoulder,
And with hearts no thrill the colder,
Brothers ever we shall be.

By communion of the banner,
Crimson, white, and starry banner,
By the baptism of the banner,
Children of one Church are we.
Creed nor faction can divide us,
Race nor language can divide us
Still, whatever fate betide us,
Children of the flag are we.

2009-06-03T21:21:00.002+08:00

Over a years, more and more social network is out.. Example; Friendster, Who live near you, Tagged, Facebook, Netlog, Myspace and lots more.. Well.. now.. I just created a new account for Twitter.. Its more like a blog.. One thingy good is you can update your post by using sms.. and its free*!! Well.. If you guys have one, add me! Thanks!

http://twitter.com/Zervyn

*local sms charges

2009-06-02T19:10:00.002+08:00

Saw this aggressive skate on www.aggressivemall.com Freaking cool.. Valo X Am proudly present "The Snake Skate" Nice right!? Well.. Cost about 229USD (329.3936SGD) Quite cheap.. Shit.. i'm thinking of changing skate... Argh...

2009-05-31T18:50:00.002+08:00

After 24hrs of long run at ecp, Andy and i went to the "unopen" skate park near lagoon.. Though there's a sign stated to stop us for entering but still there's a lot of passionate skateboarder, biker and aggro-er still went in.. Simply can't wait for next Saturday for offically open.. I have a great time at there.. grind like never grind before.. Really, today i'm so freaking happy.. i'm loving it!!! Haha.. Now i'm lacking of sleep.. Yawn..

*Watch your back when you talking BAD on others..

*"Misses u" non stop spinning in my mind...

2009-05-24T11:32:00.002+08:00

Finally after a long sickening fight, i have recover le.. What a relief.. Well.. Today is just another day to let me rest at home.. Due to too much of activities, i hardly get to rest from Monday to Saturday.. But it's ok, cause life is short so must make full use of the time.. Haa..

2009-05-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

With the coaching and consulting from Daran and Mizan, i know how to do magic, royal, backslide, soul and mizo.. Haha~ Don't get it? It's Aggro thingy.. Haha~ Andy and i did quite good.. Maybe because we got slide background as we know the body balance and weight shifting.. I'm so happy!!!

2009-05-14T19:14:00.002+08:00

Recently i had composed a chinese songs called 爱-less (loveless).. It's been a long time ever since i record my own compose song.. Although it doesn't sound great like studio recording but i have put in my effort to edit.. Anyway, for those who interested to listen, pm me at msn or drop me a comment, i will sent you all the link.. cheers..

2009-05-11T18:55:00.002+08:00

I feel so weak recently.. Keep having running nose.. Argh.. Sick of it.. Some more today having mild fever.. Luckily my colleague have panadol with him.. Thanks! Btw.. Not swine flu ok! I hope that i can get well soon.. real soon...

2009-05-10T19:23:00.002+08:00

Spend my whole Sunday resting at home.. Is just like a getaway for me.. A day whereby no need to work and skate.. Had a good sleep until 12p.m this late morning, have a cup of coffee and psp, i went back to sleep again.. Haa~ Feel so tired nowadays.. Maybe i'm not like past.. slowly slowly getting older.. Well.. Sometime i'm just feeling great to be at home.. Sleep like nobody business, phone to slient mode and blast of the aircon.. Online now.. since morning.. haa~

2009-05-09T10:43:00.002+08:00

I hate "two headed snake" to the core.. F***king Shit hole idiot.. So what you have "everything"? Doesn't mean you own the world. please freaking stop your attitude and carry on you f**king simple life. So what your back up is strong? I ain't no give a shit of it.. Stop acting in front of me.. If you think that you are freaking great, just apply to mediacorp.. Don't ever try me.. I will get nasty that no one have ever see before.. Idiot shit..

2009-05-06T20:13:00.001+08:00

No matter what.. Life still goes on.. That's life.. Blame no one.. All fated...

2009-05-04T18:59:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to rail way for some shooting..Get to saw the train.. Honk at us and stare at me.. Idiot fella.. Anyway.. did up some IR shot.. Picture shown below is my favorite.. enjoy..

2009-05-02T18:12:00.000+08:00

After all the hard work, sweat, bloods and finally... I MADE IT!!! I'm going to Shanghai *WFSC09!!! As well as representing Micro Team Singapore, I also representing Singapore!! Today we have a selection competition.. Only the top 6 of each categories can go to Shanghai.. So.. For sliding, I get fourth!! Although i'm not in the top 3 but it's ok.. Haa~ Shanghai, here i come!!!

Top 6 Slider (not in orders)
MTS - Ernest, Rohi, Jireh & me.
Zenearth - Kae & Christopher.

*World Freestyle Slalom Competition 2009

To Shirley: Thanks for alway believe in me.. Finally, i able to show you the bits of potential of myself, i will continue work hard and won't let ya down.. Thanks boss!!

To Ken: Haha.. No more pre-competition symptom le!! =)

To Andy(bro): Brother.. Thanks for everytime cheer me up when i'm down.. You're GREAT brother i ever have!!!

To MTSian: You Guys Simply ROCKS to the core!!! Let's train harder!!!

To You: Actually i wanna share this joy first with you and let you be the first one who know.. But doesn't know what are you doing so din't contact you.. I just wanna tell you that "I've finally made it!!". Hope to hear from you soon...

2009-04-28T16:10:00.002+08:00

First time i caught a flu until so serious.. So badly until the doctor say one day MC is not enough for me.. So he given me two day instead.. Well.. After last night medication, this morning i wake up with a very sore body and super drowsy.. Don't wish to wake up but can't.. Need to take med again.. Argh.. I feel tat this bloody year i'm so weak!!! breakdown quite alot of time already..

2009-04-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

2009-04-19T19:39:00.001+08:00

I've spend my whole sunday sleeping at home...

2009-04-14T19:15:00.002+08:00

What the hell.. i sick again.. i went to work as usual.. But about 8plus a.m, i went to see MO(medical Officer).. cannot tahan ar.. MO gimme a day MC and 2 day light duties.. Hmmm... Do you think i will give light duties a hell of it? Anyway, i settle my stuff and i went back about 1030hrs.. So basically this my day.. Argh.. dunno what am i typing too...

2009-04-05T10:45:00.003+08:00

Haha~ I'm so happy.. i got another new hobby coming up!!! Aggro!!! Yesterday went to ECP for training and went to my boss shop to change to my training kit and i saw...... White and Gold Aggro skates!! The skate is so wonderful, nice and i do fall in love for it.. The price is very nice too.. S$539.. O.O so ex.. But i willing to pay for it.. I ask my boss whether i can buy for leisure skate and she allow! Haha~ So.. I perchase the skate for S$350 only.. Due to i'm part of the team so can get this great discount.. But not to worry, i won't switch my Freestyle Sliding to Freestyle Grinding.. My passion still sliding.. And once Micro Team Singapore, forever Micro Team Singapore.. TEAM SLIDING!!

2009-04-04T11:12:00.002+08:00

April 1st is my new working year, so, i took the new cycle of IPPT yesterday.. Before taking, im scare that i can't pass especially 2.4km run due to long time never run already.. But luckily, i still manage to get sliver overall!! haha~ My result Chin up 10, Sit up 40, Standing Board Jump 250, Shuttle Run 9.42 sec and 2.4km run 10.51min.. Ok la.. still not that bad.. no need to go retest or what.. wait for next work year IPPT again.. Haha~ For sliver awards, i give 100 bucks and a day off! yeah... So yesterday i leave my workplace about 12p.m.. Cause i'm on half day off.. Went home prepare and meet her for movie.. We watch "Confession of a Shopaholic".. A very nice and touching story.. I did behave myself through out the movie.. Now.. No.. I mean yesterday.. I started to miss her.. Although yesterday i roughly spend about 3hour with her but it's doesn't seem to be enough.. Myabe i greedy or what, jst feel that i really could have a minute longer or so with her.. But just, the timing is bad.. I din't blame but i curse and swear.. HAHA~ no la.. Just joking.. Anyway, I gonna get prepare and going for my training soon le.. Bye!

2009-03-29T12:13:00.003+08:00

When people tends to drunk, some of them became sober, dead drunk at a corner and some even make a fool of themselves. If you know that you'll get drunk, why still drink?? If wanna drink, a bit will just be enough.. At least you not going to puke out what you pay for.. I doesn't know what so good for drinking.. I'm not a hard core drinker or regular drink.. I'm just a social that drink occasionally.. Some even less then twice in a year..

Later going to Sentosa for shooting.. Photography is my new hobby! Friday and Saturday reserve for skating and Sunday for shooting.. haha~ Well.. Maybe i doesn't have a partner, so i can pursuit my dream.. I'm enjoying life while i'm still young... (hmmm.. 24yr old) haha~ Life is short and miserable... SO, play hard!

I miss you..

2009-03-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

>>***CENSORED***<< [***CENSORED***] says: (10:16:11 PM)
zhong zhong...
(소희)ZhiZhong 자유형Z WhitePassion Ztastic says: (10:16:15 PM)
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>>***CENSORED***<< [***CENSORED***] says: (10:16:27 PM)
i like u too...

2009-03-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

My next target... Gstar Raw 3301 Grey Slim fit.. S$339...

I think i addicted to Gucci.. How...

2009-03-24T20:26:00.002+08:00

Today brought a Gucci bag for myself... Don't ask for the price.. Sort of damage to me.. I should stop my shopping for a few month before i recover from it... But... I LIKE THE BAG!!! Sling Bag...

2009-03-23T11:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to braden wedding dinner.. Well.. another great wedding.. You can feel the love, happiness and laughter in the air.. MTS(micro team singapore) already took 3 table! One for management and 2 for team member.. We sabo braden to kiss on stage for 30 sec and drink up a mixture of whisky, xo, beer, wine, coke and plain water.. GROSS!!! But still he manage to finish half a cup.. After the event, some of us stay back to drink.. As for your info, i'm still sick.. But still i drank 1 and half cup of beer.. Eeek.. Hate it.. Braden come to us at the end of event.. He hugs everyone but i'm last and the longest.. Know why? Because he cry!! Well.. i nearly burst out my tears too.. He thank us for attending his wedding and he feel touch.. Well.. Not to forget the drunker.. The girls!! Becca, you're such a poor drinker.. Pity ernest.. haha~ Today, i dint go work cause my throat infection still not ok yet.. Been given a day MC to rest at home....

2009-03-18T20:10:00.002+08:00

The life that I have
Is all that I have
And the life that I have
Is yours.

The love that I have
Of the life that I have
Is yours and yours and yours.

('The Life That I Have' by Leo Marks)

2009-03-16T13:51:00.001+08:00

Although i make it to semi final but i'm happy wit my result.. Is like i can't perform in competition.. Everytime like that.. During training, i can perform my trick well but only in competition i become so sucks.. Why? Did i really over stress myself? i doesn't want to throw the face of Micro Team Singapore.. Why can't i do well in competition? Why my blood and sweat need to go down the drain just like this??

2009-03-11T18:50:00.006+08:00

Today damn MALU... Argh... After i release from work, my colleague drive me to main road so that i can take 168 from there.. When i aboard the bus, i scan my EZ link card but can't get thru.. WTH.. Athough my card left about $0.51, it's still money.. Then the bus driver ask me to pay by cash.. I search for coins but i only have $50 dollar note.. The driver saw and say "I let you in without paying but if the bus captain spot check and fine you, it's not my business already." Then i no choice lo.. Thanks god that no spot check, if not, i think a hole also can't hide my malu face...

2009-03-07T14:17:00.006+08:00

I got some video to share.. Haha~ my favourite Slides... Enjoy the video.. =)

Backslide

Fakie Fastwheel

Parallel

Toe Toe Parallel

Unity

2009-03-01T12:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to my cousin wedding.. Well.. Get to see all my cousin and a special person.. Guess who? Haa~ It's one of the judges from channel U campus superstar.. He's a smoker.. Haha~ Anyway.. I realize, upcoming next person for wedding is......... MY TURN!!! Gosh.. so fast... I'm the fourth youngest among them.. Shit.. When will be my turn? Another few years?? Well.. I dunno.. Hmmm.. Yesterday get to know a unexpected news too.. I shall not say it here.. Ask me bah...

2009-02-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

Freaking tired today... Well.. Today my performance not bad.. =) After training, we went to admiralty place to play bumping car.. Haha.. I'm Jerk!! haha! Cuz i knock someone so hard and nearly fly off! Haha~ So after tat, we went to play the "ball thingy".. Is like u going inside a big ball den play inside a pool of water.. Only five minutes, i feel so tired and sweat lyk mad.. Even lack of oxygen.. haha~ Well.. show ya my today outfit.. Hiphop X Skate...

2009-02-23T19:39:00.002+08:00

Feeling weird right now.. Dunno wad keep bothering me.. Well.. now i need to save up money for CANON 40D camera.. Means, no more label for me.. -_-"

*Come and Go....

2009-02-22T16:50:00.002+08:00

Thanks Patrick Poh for the beautiful pic!!

while doing fastwheel..

parallel

suislide

And finally my favourite pic...

backsilde

2009-02-22T12:42:00.002+08:00

I've just place my order to purchase Kiktyo's limited edition tee.. Will be arrive on late march or early april.. Well.. I'm buying a DSLR camera next month! But.. Don't know which model to get.. Nikon D40 or Canon 450D...

2009-02-18T21:58:00.001+08:00

I feel that thing had start to change.. Well.. I think it's just a matter of time.. Soon or after, the thing will just come.. Anyway, I still can take it but not anymore cause I scare that I can't take it.. It's my fault and I shouldn't feel it this way.. I can't help it.. It may appear in realistic or the fact it's just a dream? I keep questioning myself about this.. Since the changes started, I will not hold it as much as before.. Maybe it's just all in me.. Let the moment stop and just let the memories continue running in my mind for life...

2009-02-18T18:55:00.001+08:00

I'm totally freak out of my dream last night.. I dream about my work!!! argh.. maybe i work too hard le? well...

2009-02-16T19:16:00.003+08:00

I got SCAR in my face!!!!! ARGH... I accidentally scratch myself... stupid me... ARGH...

方炯鑌(阿鑌)--壞人

那一扇車門
關出我們的裂痕
一聲就震斷了回頭的路程

愛無法均分
以後就留給你們
也許用傷害結束愛才更動人

容忍的人其實並不笨
只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫
祝福就給你下一個人

你是好人也是個壞人
對我坦承只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

我是好人也是個壞人
分得夠狠你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛一點不剩
也不忍看戀人愛成路人

三個人從不對等
總有個人必須犧牲
那永恆就等他帶你完成

Password Protected

2009-02-15T20:55:00.002+08:00

Recently i brought some stuff online.. They are...

Wrong Wrok - Big Heart USD40 http://www.wrongwroks.com/shopping/stuff/items/blk-heart.htm

Subcrew - Subcrew X Devilock X Clot Tee & Cap HK880(excluding Shipment) http://www.subcrewreact.com/store/index.php?page=shop.product_details&flypage=flypage_09SE.tpl&product_id=753&category_id=22&option=com_virtuemart&Itemid=1&vmcchk=1&Itemid=1

Quite a damage for me.. But no choice.. I like it.. Next i will be eye-ing on Sneaker.. I think.. Well.. I'm not so label freak..

2009-02-15T16:34:00.002+08:00

My feeling is in blender machine.. Its mix up my feeling.. As it start to spin, i can't stop it, the stop button not working.. The power supply has been sealed.. So... When will it stop??

2009-02-12T10:56:00.004+08:00

I simply hope that this is not a dream.. If this really a dream for me, i rather choose not to wake up.. Although my birthday is over but still, i make a little wishes.. Hope that the dream i wish for will come true.. I know i'm quite bad but can't help it.. I lost my mind and soul over it.. Running through my mind every single second of my life.. Maybe it is just a beautiful pass by or will be a starting of happiness for me? I'm afraid to know it.. I run away from the fact, i doesn't wish to face it.. Somehow i feel is quite cruel for it.. But i can't simply just let the happiness go away right? Well.. The fire has started and I'm near.. I will just walk a step and count a step.. I won't look far.. i will look what i having now...

2009-02-10T19:44:00.001+08:00

Found this in the net, so i share with you guys... enjoy...

I fly like a bird
to be where you are,
to spend just an evening
in your place afar.

Beautiful music
and exquisite wine -
never has love been
quite so divine!

But soon I must leave
so kiss me farewell,
the last dance is over
as love stories tell.

I'll never forget
the magic of you,
as I'm flying back home
OH! are you coming too?

Beautiful romance
it's love on the wing,
never has true love
made my heart and soul sing.

2009-02-08T19:45:00.003+08:00

我可以
I can
-------------

寄没有地址的信
Sent a letter with no one in mind
这样的情绪有种距离
this feeling is so distant
你放着谁的歌曲
whose song are you listening to now
是怎样的心情
what emotions within you are been stirred
能不能说给我听
can you tell me

雨下得好安静
the rain is so silent
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
is it you crying silently
幸福真的不容易
happiness is not easy to come by
在你的背景有我爱你
i'm loving you from your shadows

我可以陪你去看星星
i can accompany you to see the stars
不用再多说明
nothing much needs to be said
我就要和你在一起
i just want to be with you
我不想又再一次和你分离
i don't want to ever leave you again
我多么想每一次的美丽
the beauty i see everytime
是因为你
it's all because of you

2009-02-08T12:42:00.005+08:00

Yesterday i went to chinatown for my primary school gathering! Kwan shen, Clement, Shu Ling, Rebecca, Ernest, Gary, Xue Ting, Effie, Dorene and Choon Kit was there.. But Ernest only meet us for dinner after that he need to go off.. So after dinner, we went to that $10 family KTV.. While we walking there, i saw chingay event at there.. Its was like a flash back of last year.. Well well, we reach the KTV on the dot and we start singing our voice out.. So, after KTV-ing, we went to have supper.. Porridge! Hmm.. Due to over order of the porridge, we decided to play a game, loser must eat a one full spoon of white plain porridge.. haha~ So the "thingy" end about 11 plus.. As we gonna to bid a farewell, Dorene gave each of us a hug cause she going back to America to work.. Anyway, it is fun to hang out with you guys.. Awaiting for the next gather...

me, myself and i..

singing hei sei mao yi

Me, Gary, clement, choon kit & kwan shen

Me and Dorene

Class of 6/9

It's has been running through my mind, i just simply can't get it off.. I doesn't wish to see anything nasty or bad happen.. But just can't help it.. The feeling is never same before, every moment is precious.. Too bad, the fact is i'm late, freaking late..

2009-02-06T11:53:00.002+08:00

There's something i wish to happen..
But in the meanwhile,
I doesn't want it to happen..

I know I shouldn't do it
but
it just can't help..

2009-02-04T19:06:00.001+08:00

Nothing to do, so do some funny search online... check it out...

What every kiss means :

~Kiss on the stomach = I'm ready

~Kiss on the Forehead = I hope we're together forever

~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything

~Kiss on the Cheek = You look so cute

~Kiss on the Hand = I adore you

~Kiss on the Neck = We belong together

~Kiss on the Shoulder = I want you

~Kiss on the Lips = I love you

What the gesture means...

~Holding Hands = We definitely like each other

~Slap on the butt = That's mine

~Holding on tight = I don't want to let go

~Looking into each other's Eyes = I just plain love you

~Playing with Hair = Tell me you love me

~Arms around the Waist = I love you too much to let go

~Laughing while Kissing = I am completely comfortable with you

2009-02-04T18:52:00.000+08:00

Truly, deeply, madly...

2009-02-01T17:41:00.002+08:00

After a long break for a week, tomorrow need to start work le.. This week happen a lot of things. Firstly, i won about 100++++ this week and i get to see something that i wanted to see for very very long time. Although the time is short but still, it's worth it.. i cherish every single second and won't let myself miss it. Still, i find it not enough.. How? Well.. A lot of problem too.. I think it's because of me. If i didn't appear, i guess nothing will be happen.. Right? I doesn't know what i did is correct or wrong. But i just can't help it.. Is like, you can't stop a cow to eat the grass.. Many of confusion but i still choose the path to be like this.. I'm just following the light that shine at the end of the tunnel.. Am i wrong? I'm just follow hows my bloody feeling goes. In this kind of situation, there's no one to blame for.. So basically... Can't help it...

THE END

Haha~ Emo post uh? Nah.. im just trying to be funny... Haha~ Oh ya, I'm going to malaysia again in 13th feb to 15 feb.. go shopping!! yeah.. i love shopping.. i think i going to get myself a jeans bah.. yeah yeah.. anyway, now, i going to cut hair le.. tomorrow muster parade.. gtg.. ciao..
*misses*

2009-02-01T15:49:00.004+08:00

I dun wan to close my eyes
I dun wan to fall asleep
Cause I miss my friend
and i gonna die in tis fatty A**

funny?

smile.

done.

that its.

bye.

2009-01-30T00:59:00.003+08:00

Well.. Today, the most excited day i ever have.. Total of 9hrs.. Although it's quite long but for me, i feel "shit! why the time pass so fast.." Well, there will be another chance.. So basically, i'm happy, happy and VERY HAPPY!!!!! Yeah yeah!

2009-01-26T11:52:00.002+08:00

The time has come, the third Ox since 1985.. I'm hereby to wish all of you and your family a happy, prosperous & blissful year ahead.. =)

2009-01-23T14:03:00.002+08:00

Yeah.. Few more days to Chinese New Year!!! Got alot of plan next week.. Most of it is "gamble" Haha~ But still, next thursday will be a very special day!! Haha~ looking forward to it.. =) Cheer everyone!

2009-01-19T20:13:00.002+08:00

Chinese new year is around the corner.. Never buy much stuff.. Hmmm.. But spend quite a lot.. Well.. Basically i brought a STAGE shirt for my brother, LACOSTE polo tee for my dad, LEVI'S t-shirt for my mum and lastly, i get CDG cardigan and CDG play tee for myself.. Oh ya, Ronghua get BIG TRAIN jeans and jacket @ Taiwan for me. =) Well.. Anyway, I'm happy.. Hopefully i have a smooth sail ahead..

2009-01-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

Flashing back at 2002... 7 years ago.. I'm just only 17 or maybe going 18.. Time passes so fast.. Although it's been so long, i just can't resist myself to think back.. Maybe those was the time i feel the best happiness of my life.. We should give and take.. What is yours, will be yours.. If not, how you force it also no use.. Well.. Just feel random feeling, that why i post this.. I mean nothing.. Just a thought that suddenly came to my mind.. I'm in the middle of sea of nowhere.. can i saw the pier that i first start to set of? Well.. Let fate does all the thing..

“All good things arrive unto them that wait - and don't die in the meantime” -- Mark Twain, 1835 - 1910

2009-01-15T19:35:00.001+08:00

Juz tagged some photo on FB.. COOL!! Christmas eve outing wid my fellow colleagues! =) Check it out.. too tired to blog.. due to run!

before i go, i proudly to show you all my team.. TEAM QUEBEC!!!

2009-01-13T18:56:00.002+08:00

Due to my No Pay Leave(NPL) last month, they cut off my pay.. =( some more my NPL onli 2 day.. well.. but next month i will get two month of pay.. so wad? tis month i'm super broke.. ARGH!

2009-01-11T22:20:00.001+08:00

WHY MY PAY NOT IN YET!!!!!
DAMN IT!!!

2009-01-11T10:19:00.003+08:00

If i going to explain myself, you will think that i'm defending myself.. Cause of face?? reputation?? nah.. i not going to care.. I've been trying out but the fact is we're not suitable. It's better to let it go early then dragging longer and hurts more.. You think i not hurt? Some thing you never let me know then how can i take note of it? i'm not those mind reader. Only some i get to know it when others tell me.. Anyway as what *he say, "if you think that the relationship bring to no where, might as well end it. The longer it is, the more suffer both party get.. By the way both of you are not suitable."

Well.. Thanks for the sweet moment you given me and lastly sorry for everything.. Hate me if you want..

*Name protected

2009-01-04T20:22:00.002+08:00

Awaiting for chinese new year to come.. well maybe its our 3rd last chinese new year.. why i say that? well.. the earth will come to the end at 21st December 2012. a meteorite bigger then earth will crash into earth. everything will come to the end by then. according mayan calendar, the oldern people believe that the earth will be destroy. Obama will be the last president? will we survive? will sciencist destroy the meteorite before it hits our earth? or all this is fated? after we human ill treat the earth? who will be the hero that save the earth? could it be superman? batman? captain america? power ranger? nah.. all fake shit.. not matter you are the beggar in the street or the rich in the mansion, all will die.. basically we just pray hard that nothing will happen to us at 21st december 2012 11 GMT..

2009-01-01T15:13:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!

Due to insufficient of sleep,

i decided to keep my post short and sweet.

last year 31st dec 2008,

i finally brought the CDG play tee..

i'm happy..

and..

olso..

brought two boxer..

doraemon and superman..

and..

last but not least..

i brought a TOKI Shark Pouch..

spend over 2 hundred plus..

last night,

whole night,

playing mahjong..

won $2.70...

share cab back,

more then wad i won..

so..

basically..

i still lose..

anyway,

happy new year..

i gotta sleep again..

buzz off...

zZzZZZZzZZzZzZ...

"Interested in firework? Place your face on my a** and you will see and smell it.." -Peterson

2008-12-25T20:00:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas to all!! =) long time never update my blog.. guess.. no one will come and see le bah.. Anyway, i wanna tot say a BIG THANK YOU to my dearest colleagues DAREN, RONGHUA, JASON, CLAVIN, KEN, BRUCE, BOON, CHONG, LECK, OLIVER and RAYMOND for buying a present.. GUESS WAD?? it's MONT BLANC wallet!!! some more is WHITE colour!! i heard daren say tat it cost abt 500+++ WOW! super ex for a wallet lo.. first time i receive so ex wallet.. thanks alot guys!!

(click to enlarge)

2008-12-22T21:12:00.004+08:00

Yesterday Once More WSC singapore

昨日重现WSC新加坡

When I was yong，当我年轻时，

I’d play roller sports，常玩轮滑运动，

Waiting for my favorite songs。等待心爱的歌曲。

When they played I’d roller along，听到播放时便随声而滑。

It made me smile。这使我欢畅。

Those were such happy times，那时多么幸福的时刻！

Every Spin ,每一旋转

Every Wheeling,每一单轮

Every Footstep,每一步法

Every Sitting，每一蹲坐

Every Slide，每一刹停

Every Movement，每一滑行

Even if a falldown，Never Give up即使跌倒，永不言弃

Every Cone still shines，每一桩仍闪烁，

That they’restarting to move so smoothly。他们又开始运动得如此完美。

When they get to the part 当他们滑到一个地方

Just like before，正如从前一样，

Yesterday Once More 昨日重现

摄影：mmj @WSC 新加坡

2008-12-15T19:51:00.003+08:00

WSC over and i having a great disappointment in myself.. 16th in the world.. good? SHIT! totally useless me.. dunno why i cant show a good result on tat day.. maybe overstress due to my first world competition?? excuses.. i realli feel veri damn disappointed.. when i pump, i feel no energy, when i slide i feel my leg shaking.. i shouldn't fall on my backslide.. somemore is my most confident slide of all.. wad the hell.. i realli hate myself.. i realli lose the face of MTS..

To Shirley: I'm sorry.. i let you down and i let myself down too.. i know you're disappointed but if i hab next chance, i will prove to you tat im not the worst...

To Bro(andy): thanks for cheering me up.. i wan to show you my best result and let you proud of me.. but still.. i dint make it.. im sorry..

2008-11-30T15:43:00.002+08:00

Touch and Go!!!

2008-11-30T15:05:00.004+08:00

Finally, the RSAF exercise hab over.. so tiring.. but.. our effort pull off.. although we are so call the backstage crew, we make tat exercise went off smoothly.. =) it's a eye opening event.. get to see those fighter jet flying pass you about 20m away.. some more, you can feel the heat wave when they activate the "after burn".. shiok ar.. take quite alot of pic.. so guys, enjoy it.. =) cheers.. oh ya, stay tune for the touch and go video.. =)

my favourite pic!! (afterburn activated)

Touch and Go!!

Taking off

The Crew + help from NSMEN

2008-11-26T18:45:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow exercise start.. till sunday.. freaking hell.. sian.. so long.. 7a.m to 7p.m++ WSC in the corner den i still miss training.. argh....

2008-11-25T19:45:00.003+08:00

1. I need 2 tell u something, read number 5
2. Are u in a rush? read number 8
3. Are u curious? read number 9
4. Look its the following....u betta read number 15
5. I havent got the guts....just read number 17
6. I would like to tell u..but u should read number 16
7. I'll tell u...but first read number 2
8. Its very simple...just read number 4
9. Dont get nervous..its simple..jus read number 18
10. Not yet...but read number 19
11. Are u gettin tired? relax...just read number 13
12. Like i was sayin....read number 3
13. You're nearly there....read number 20
14. Just wanna to say 2 say welcome to my blog.. cheers..
15. Ur getting nervous..just read number 6
16. U still dont get it? just read number 12
17. Oh! im embarassed....read number 7
18. I dunno if u'll understand...just read number 10
19. Read number 11...slowly...and u'll find out
20. Now im telling u 2....read number 14...really quietly ok?

2008-11-25T19:30:00.005+08:00

Farewell Lao Er aka Kenny... Must come back singapore and visit me... ='( Luckily, my another brother, Andy, still with me.. if he leaving olso, i think i going crazy..
some of my Taekwondo pic as requested from my dearest gf tat she wanna see..

enjoy...

2008-11-23T00:28:00.001+08:00

a picture of a thousand words..
nights...

2008-11-21T17:03:00.002+08:00

Argh... Sian.. next week got "exercise"!!! from 27th nov to 30th nov... i think i will be shag out.. i tot only two day nia.. but no.. is freaking 4 days!! anyway cant complain much olso.. cause tat's my job.. the most ask for insentive off lo.. haha~ today reaches home quite early so later wont be carry lotsa stuff to training.. 4 more week to WSC and SSO.. good luck zhizhong...

2008-11-14T16:32:00.002+08:00

Sorry everyone.. i been lazy and busy tat why i dint blog... anyway, competition is just less den a month away.. and my shanghai trip too.. cant wait to go... nothing much happen tis few week.. onli felicia thingy.. well.. came home early today due to attach out to do some stuff.. busy busy busy... i try not to over tired myself so tat i can still concertrate on my training.. i know you will feel tat i neglect you.. but no.. i realli got alot of stuff to do.. i wish tat time can be buy....

sign off..............

2008-10-22T20:03:00.003+08:00

Due to some problem, things start to leave.. you cant stop a thing for leaving.. if that so, it's juz "TEMPORARY" cuz you din't find the "ROOT" of the problem!! the problem is from you! stop look highly on yourself and tot everything will work fine wid you.. i believe one day, you will FALL!

Yesterday wake up 0430hrs den need to reach PLAB at 0530hrs to draw arm.. so we went "somewhere" for 100m range shooting.. haha~ out of 16, must get 8 to pass.. haha~ juz nice i get 8.. lucky me.. den after tat, we went down to spec mess to attend ex-colleague Govin ORD.. den went back at 2200hrs.. yesterday super tired day for me.. realli veri tired..

GOOD NEWS! i'm back to my original work place again! i early finish my attactment.. so happy!! but Aaron, nick, bernard & wayne, i will miss you guys..

I Love my GF!!!

2008-10-16T22:18:00.002+08:00

Dear Puma team member, although i wid you guys for a mth plus, we have already build up the friendship more den i stressing you all by my rank.. i alway tell myself, im once a trainee before, i wont use ranks to work wid you guy.. i will use trust and care which i believe the result will be much better den anything.. although my attachment coming to the end and i cant wait leave, the things i not bear letting go is you guys.. you hab bring me laughter and knowledge.. thanks you guys in advance.. hey aaron, i know you are reading now.. dun ever throw away the doraemon i draw de uh.. =) good luck in everyone future stages.. ask me out if you guys got outing.. =)

*bernard not steady.. no mac for me.. =(
*aaron dun eat too much.. later become DORAEMON..
*nick, im surprise you play trial bike too..

Lastly, tis is not for you all, is for my beloved gf..
darling, i love you!!!

2008-10-14T20:59:00.002+08:00

dun ever freaking mess wid me and taking my kindness for advantage.. is tis the way you showing me pushing among each other?? i'm bearing it.. if one day i explosion, dun ever blame me.. cuz all tis while, it's cause by you all.. today im juz showing attitude.. but next time, i wont be so good.. please TAKE NOTE of tis..

why in such world got tis idiotic people around??
YOU ALL WILL NEVER EARN MY RESPECT!

2008-10-13T19:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday attend ex colleague SSG derrick wedding.. meet up wid ronghua and jason fetch us there.. reach there about 7pm.. saw kok fei and his wife.. i was like wow, so pretty.. haha~ anyway the main character is not them, is the new married couple.. =) at first i tot i hab nothing to eat cuz im a vegetarian.. and guess wad, derrick specially order vegetarian for me.. so touch.. haha~ den something funny happen.. raymond bite vege until his tooth drop.. LOL!! after tat he was emo for the freaking day.. haha~ alan more funny.. first time see him wear until so neat and smart.. scarly, he dint wear SOCKS!! wth.. haha~ i feel the moment at there veri blissful.. i wanna get married.. rachelle, are you ready?? haha~ oops.. =X love you!

2008-10-12T10:20:00.002+08:00

Friday dunno counted as a lucky day or unlucky day.. well.. i left my wallet at bicycle bay!! i went to buy drink wid andy and we went there to sit and chat.. after tat, we left.. i totally forget i left my walle there.. =( i onli realize one hour later.. i'm so careless.. well.. i not nervous.. cuz thingy already lost, not matter how you worry olso no use.. so after training, andy accompany me go police station to report lost.. haha~ we talk so much crap wid the police.. den andy said, "all the good people already dead" means, who the hell will so good return the wallet.. tat moment, i onli worry about my 11B and my military driving licence.. so haix.. forgive it.. den saturday morning about 7a.m, one indian guy about 40plus in age came to my house to return me wallet! he knock the door so hard till my mum wake up.. im still dead on my bed.. haha~ when i check the wallet, everythingy is in.. even my cash.. well.. im so touchs.. but no chance to thanks him, as he came and go in the rush..

lucky thingy in friday is i receive SEBA KSJ!! haha~ it is carbon fibre boot.. it so freaking light.. haha~

Saturday is the worst day for me.. i injure my left leg couple of time.. my knee, my ankle, my toe and the back of the leg.. super suay ar.. sad.. oh ya, yesterday i went to subway to hab my lunch.. i ordering a egg mayo honey oat sandwich.. and the crew say egg mayo OUT OF STOCK.. WTF.. first time i encounter tis kind of thingy.. in the end, i left and buy some finger food at 7-11... so disapoointed..

2008-10-09T19:22:00.003+08:00

Good day all! recently quite lazy to blog.. due to over tired myself.. tis month i think i will spend quite alot.. buy guitar, skate and clothing stuff.. =( but it's ok.. pamper myself haha~ alright.. tat all for today!

darling.. hope you recover soon.. i miss you too.. =)

2008-10-06T19:12:00.002+08:00

Sunday went to PH house wid my gf.. we meet up terence at pasir ris interchange @ 2pm.. but i'm late.. sorry uh terence.. lol.. we went to PH house for "grand prix" race.. haha~ TAMIYA la.. juz recently brought a new car and parts.. cause me abt 60plus.. shit.. andy brought a car too.. haha~ so later in time, matt, deon, jerome and andy come.. haha~ we race but matt onli can see.. cuz he haben brought a car yet.. hee..

*im not childish, i juz miss my childhood*

my black "batman" car

2008-10-05T11:11:00.002+08:00

Veri tired for tis few days.. been "hardcore training" for my WSC.. well.. friday training let me hate and love.. the effort i hab put in dun lose to wad other being.. the blood, the sweat and the tears let me pull thru the training to my maximum performance.. i cant say tat i damn fucking good neither a loser.. i've already set my target and my routine.. tis time round im serious.. so dun fucking mess wid me.. i will do my best and wont let shirley(team manager), my gf and others disappointed..

as long as i breathing for the next second, i will keep on fighting till the end...

2008-10-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went Senja skate.. well.. there basically not fun de.. some more half way rain.. spoil the mood.. i can pull thru some slide yesterday.. haha~ my soyale can slide abit liao.. haha~ den tat idiot becca.. "wang en fu yi" sia.. i last week teach her savannah den yesterday she wan challenage me.. argh.. but it's ok la.. i still WIN!!! whahaha.. ernest came down too.. haha~ botak!! lol..

Today went to shaw house to watch the movie "the bunny house" wid rachelle.. haha~ the show is great.. i love "man hole" LOL!!! watch it and will know wad i mean.. well.. i brought some paint to paint my seba high.. well.. and brought a STUSSY t-shirt.. it's so nice... my second stussy shirt.. haha~ a skull head wid some chinese wording in it.. so cool..!

well.. i juz simply love you.. whole hearted-ly.. =)

2008-09-29T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today shag day... morning report to PLAB to work.. den late morning went to SBAB wid alan.. DEN 3plus pm went to CAB to attend the boomlift course... one day been to 3 bases.. power uh.. yaya... after CAB, my MSG LEE KF sent me to sengkang.. we chat alot of thingy.. from work to play.. well.. basically he's a good guy.. how i wish tat i can under him again.. sad~ nowaday, unseen forces force alot of good thingy go away.. why? becuz of a lil benefit cause the bottom part chaos, stuggler and quiting?? well.. i shall not review more....

2008-09-28T12:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to Pulau Ubin wid RongHua, Daren, Jason & partner and some of the Nov Team guy and Lima Team guy.. i'm freaking disappointed.. know y? most of the uneven terrain track was close down... super sian lor.. the purpose to going ubin is to hab the nature ride mah.. since now close down, might as well go to those park and cycle can already.. duo accident may accure, but, dun let some of the incident den close down la.. yesterday i think i juz been there for juz a lil 3hrs onli.. normally i can stay there for the whole day.. well well.. wad can i say? LL lo..

So after the disappointment ubin trip, i went down to ecp to find my micro team mate and last but not least, my dearest gf.. *wink* i dint bring my skate, so no choice to slack there.. later in time, my gf and most of the MTS went to play DOTA.. left me, ryan, nigel, fel and becca.. nighel and fel went to eat steamboat den me and becca went to subway to "Ta Bao" our dinner.. den back to rink and eat.. after tat becca.. LOL.. shhh.. anyway, i damn freaking tired...

i love my gf... haha~

2008-09-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

Im totally BLUSH-ED juz now lor... THANKS to Andy(bro), Jerome, Rohi, Shondy, Rebecca, Felicia and Chew Lian.. some more becca said my face like MOS burger signboard RED lo... anyway, i know they are no harm juz wanna play around.. ^^ wid a kiss and a hug bidded our goodbye when we going back home... =) (*'_'*) *shy* haha~ i love you.. =)

2008-09-25T21:53:00.002+08:00

Today about 12p.m, i release from Tengah Airbase to AirForce School for AGPC soccer selection.. Luckily Ze long last minute wanna go.. so he ride me to Paya Lebar Airbase.. he ride sooooooooo fast, i was so scare... well.. anyway, nothing happen.. so went down wid Rong hua(sir) and daren.. anyway, i got selected... well.. i not happy.. cuz today my perform sucks to the core.. under the freaking hot sun, i get headache and cant even use my strongest ability - Speed.. so disappointed in myself..

Oh ya.. yesterday when i going back, i saw Clement(MTS Slalomer) aka as carlson brother doing his RP duty.. we hab a good chat before i go home.. haha~ i dun realise is him until he call me.. haha~

I love you...
*Misses*

2008-09-23T20:32:00.002+08:00

Today is a special day..

Dun tell you why..

Haha~

i'm so happy..

I still dun wan to tell..

Whahaha~

Guess bah... =)

2008-09-22T20:04:00.002+08:00

당신을 사랑합니다..

당신이보고 싶습니다..

내 손을 잡아..

愛しています...

2008-09-21T16:41:00.002+08:00

Tiring weekend... friday as usual i went for my training, after tat i went Fico to play soccer.. from 9pm to 12am.. i manage to score 3 goals.. still.. not tat good.. saturday andy come fetch me from home to ecp for training.. skate.. about evening, zenearth ppl come, talk to kae for most of the time.. gossip.. haha~ skate until 10.30pm, my leg give way.. over tired due to not enough rest.. so sad.. ppl tend to copy wad you hab did.. its ok.. at least ppl notice you.. but dun stop there.. continue training.. who knows they will overtake ya someday.. well..

Today i went out and brought 2 different colour Subcrew x Brainchild mesh cap.. i'm so in love with it.. so nice.. juz nice to fit my head.. =) good thingy come in pair.. so one for ya and one for me.. >< haha~

this my new toy.. =)

2008-09-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

For tis time round, im real.. be the one...

Today veri tired.. training full day outside the hot sun.. and guess wad, i clique well wid some of the instructor.. anyway tomorrow im on off.. can go down training early.. yeah!!! and can... *haha* well.. i dun tell you all.. bleahx.. xp

anyway thanks.. realli feel im been care and concern..

2008-09-17T20:34:00.001+08:00

Reach work 0700hrs.. Reach home 1940hrs..

WAD A LIFE...

33days more...

2008-09-16T17:45:00.001+08:00

When you smiles

My life becomes a ray of light
Sing me a lullaby
To sleep at midnight
I'll be hypnotized
When looked into your eyes
Turn off the room light
Let's spend the night

Take me to far away
Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain
For which I'll repay someday
With a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in love
In love again

When the stars don't shine
And when the birds don't fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red
And when the rose turns blue
Baby I'm still in love with you

Take me to far away
Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain
For which I'll repay someday
With a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in love
In love again

2008-09-15T20:06:00.002+08:00

Tis is my 100th post!! congratz.. lol.. WELL.. today first day report at tengah airbase.. im late becuz i wait for my IC kene.. luckily dint get scolded.. life is much different in tengah and paya lebar.. i started to appreciate things in paya lebar and guess wad, i miss my frenz and junior over there.. tomorrow i got test.. i dint study.. how?? it's ear hearing test.. -_-" lol.. i know im lame.. im going crazy le... luckily yi lu shang you ni... =) thanks..

2008-09-14T13:07:00.002+08:00

Super tired for the past few days due to work and skate.. especially yesterday.. i hab a bad fall.. doing tat "mario" trick.. argh.. long time dint fall so badly le.. sad ar... oh ya.. i need to thanks Clarence, Terence, Ernest and Ziyi.. cuz they give me glove, skate bag x2 & wheels.. see.. all my teammate so good... jealous?? haha~ well.. tomorrow going to start my attachment in tengah airbase for 2 month ++.. wish me all the best bah..

*look into ur eyes...*