Today juz onli monday, i already so tired le... sian.. my BUTT still pain as usual.. not becuz of skating.. Last night, i went to meet Andy, Ya Kak, Ernest, Becca And Speng.. slide for awhile, we start to slack.. and andy came out with one game called "cannot laugh".. how's the game play?? let me explain.. one of the guy need to put on a headphone whereby he/she cant heard his/her voice and sing.. The rest juz muz control not to laugh.. if not the butt will be smack using slipper..


Tat's how my butt hurt.. Ernest.. next time please dun sing le.. =P if not i will get bruises again!!!


Yeah.. tomorrow around 2p.m, i will release from SAF PARADE!! and i will go and get PS3 Initial D!!! Yes!! its OUT!!! Cant wait to play.. =)



*wink*

UPDATE!!!!!!

THANKS ERNEST!!! MY BUTT HURT!!




This is the quiz i hab done before i went out...





will this be "REAL"??? hmmmm... shall wait and see.. haa~

I feel like going to fall sick soon.. cough and cough for the past one month... sian...

I hab done a DARING thingy in my life............. "book a dental appointment.."

No joke.. i scare of dentist since primary school.. they are devil!! trying to make those "eerie" sound and make me bleed.. argh...

Juz came back from ECP.. welll... shag.. today totally loss form.. cant perform.. damn it... maybe is i do not hab enough sleep due to soccer yesterday.. and settle some problem for the young couple.. reach home about 4.47a.m.. ARGH!!! tiring.. meeting the rest of the guys at 12.30p.m.. so i manage to wake up at 11a.m and reach on the dot.. but the rest LATE!!! well.. nvm.. forgive and forget.. =)


Not much achievement today.. onli hab some blood and scratches...



End of the day...... "pain".... -_-"

Today early release from work after my airfield permit test.. after tat went to cwp to buy guitar heros III... the game quite nice.. nice to play with.. haha~ i will give about 8/10?? hmmm... complete easy stage le.. now going to move to to another harder stage... haha~ well... tomorrow will be a tiring day for me.. (btw tomorrow i off...) i will go for my skate training about 5 den leave ard 9 for soccer game at ecp.. well.. gtg...





cao...

Firstly, i wanna thanks my dearest bro andy to cheer me up while i'm down, being a lil brother of urs.. sorry for the trouble.. and speng, thanks too... last but not least, sweetie.. thanks for ur care and concern and sorry tat i make you worry yesterday.. i was all keep to myself and you keep cheering me up and encourage me to carry on.. realli thanks you guys alot.. love you all... =)


Actually tomorrow supposedly me, sir(ronghua) and alan is going down to CMPB to collect our "user card".. but someone, i already told him to bring the form back in order to collect the card but he juz forget to bring back!!! well... he find excuses to say he need to do something tomorrow.. so end up, the collection become next week.. btw i not talking about my sir as he need to accompany us down to sign some paper work.. well... obvious?? need not say more.. tis is totally madness!!!!!


Regards,
3SG Zervyn Tan
RRR Instructor
Security I/C
Office:6381-XXXX
SBAB,AMS

Stress..


Sick...


Tired...


Breakdown...

I'm sick and tired of putting fake smile... i wanna release OUT!!!!! i freaking stress NOW!!! the work load starting to get heavier and heavier.. WHY all is me?? holding such important appointment, think i junior can take it??? WAD THE HELL!!!! who else can share the bundle i hab now?? NOW i realli know wad is STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yawn... juz came back from ecp... today nothing much.. practicing my new entry for my backslide and brushing my parallel.. but... i hab a bad fall.. my thigh and my elbow is badly injure.. ='( until now the pain is still here.. argh.. today shirley(boss) put some good word for me.. veri happy.. and i will not let myself and MTS down!! i will do my best!!!

To shondy: you improve veri fast!! keep up the hard work!!

To wei jing: anti-rocker rocks!!! keep it up!!

Quote of the day:

"No matter how bad i fall, bleed or injure, i will never give up... cuz i know one day i will outshine among the rest..."

I'm back!!! tis few days lazy to blog uh.. haha~

Today i'm on off!!! when to pulau ubin with my Micro Team Singapore mates... so much fun today.. especially wid nigel.. we race down the uneven steep slope.. the speed is fast.. so thrilling.. if unbalance sure fall hard de.. cant imagine if i fall.. at tat speed, i think i will break a few bone.. some more is rocky terrain.. haha~ *blessed* challenge felicia for photo taking.. i snap quite some nice pic.. haha~ when going back time, my bike spoil!!! argh.. i hab to ride another bike to take my bike back.. sian..

but overall is fun, shag, bitten by mosquito & thrilling!

Juz came back from matthew daughter "summer" first month anniversary.. lots of people at there.. and get to see SPENG!!! haha~ oh ya.. thanks becca for the food you all go brought for me.. i appreciate it.. tat's y i finish up all the food... haha~ summer is cute.. i wondering when will be my turn to carry my own baby instead of others... hmmm.. aiya.. let's time tell everything bah..



=X

Usually every alternate friday, we will usually play soccer at ecp pitch.. but yesterday one, the game is ugly.. i been knock down twice by this "officer".. the first time he knock me down, he say sorry to me and pull me up.. but the second time, he knock me down and give me those F face and walk away.. Hey!!! is you the one who come and knock me, suppose to be me to give you those faces... IDIOT!!!! nevermind.. my junior, calvin, he was pissed off by his roughness so he alway play keeper whenever against him... but after the 2 straight win, he decided to play as a player.. the game is fierce and both of them tackle until both fall.. guess wad, the "officer" spitted!!! wad the hell.. den staff liew saw and say "why still play?? come out la.." so his team all come out and we juz pool out the money for the pitch rental fee.. den one of red colour tee(name not to be mention) he shout "hey!! why cannot talk uh?? come in talk.." den one of my friend shout back "why dun you come out instead of we going in?" den he walk away.. den another officer(ronghua) try to cool things down but cant help.. the game is too ugly with the split.. they settle face to face outside the pitch.. although the hand shake is the there but no more friend can be... haix.. it's juz a leisure game, why play until so rough?? it's not world cup or wad..


me and my team going INTERNATIONAL!!! our profile pic will be up in SEBA website!!!

Yeah!!! sorry dint blog for the last few days.. cuz i juz came back from KL Malaysia.. haha~

First day 10/6,

we reach KL about 4.45a.m in the morning.. meet up one of our frenz and he drove us to the famous prata house at dunno where.. haha.. after tat we went to his condo and swim!!! is like 6 plus in the morning.. so nice but veri cold due to rain.. after tat we went up to his house to change.. guess wad, i lost my phone.. i keep thinking where i hab left it.. den my frenz say izzit in swimming pool?? i was like "oh ya.." S**T.." rush down there to get it and luckily its still there.. *phew* thanks god.. so after all the messy thingy in the morning, we decided to go mac for our breakfast.. so cosy at tat area.. so around 9plus we went to chinatown there to shop... i brought myself 3 pair of shoes.. 2 for myself and one for my beloved junior calvin.. haha~ after shopping, i was damn tired.. as thru out the whole journey i dint sleep.. we went to check in hotel at sungai wang area.. so it's sleeping time.. sleep until 3 plus, we went out and shop again.. saw alot of nice stuff and i spend my money again.. -_-" cannot blame, i LOVE shopping.. haha~


Second day 11/6,

wake up around 10 plus, we dress up ourself and we go GENTING!!! the journey from KL to there is about an hour.. as the taxi drive higher and higher, the weather become colder and colder.. the weather is so nice at there but veri cold.. luckily got bring jacket.. we took alot of photo at there.. camwhore?? haha~ we can see cloud flying pass us and as we talk, got smoke come out.. so cold.. so after all the photo taking, we went to shopping again.. haha~ me and andy went up to the casino as joshua is underage cant go in.. haha~ oops.. i lose about S$150.. so sad.. haha~ but nvm, at least i get to go in.. not like someone underage.. haha~ =P so we loiter at there until 9p.m we go back to our hotel and rest lo...

Third day 12/6,

wake up around 10 plus again and we pack our stuff and check out of the hotel.. we went to buy our ticket and after tat we went to andy's favourite "A&W" to eat.. haha~ so about 1p.m, we went back to interchange and take our bus back to singapore.. so blah blah blah and blah...

Lazy to post my pic uh.. you all may go to my facebook and check it out.. =)




*worry about you... haix..*

This morning i went out wid Andy and Joshua to buy ticket for the trip to KL.. =) quite cheap.. one way ticket cost around S$30 buck onli.. haha~ then when to the army market to walk around.. after tat andy fetch me to far east to buy my favourite brand "STAGE".. heex.. i brought a bermudas for $94.. -_-" but... i like it.. =) after tat, we needa rush down to sembawang for the friendly competition... my group won 2nd!!! my group got me(MTS), gabriel(SA) & yew tai(IC).. lol.. all skinny slider ar.. lol.. XD

(will upload the photo soon..)

Tomorrow got samsung skating event.. muz be there @ 10am.. sian.. tiring lei...
k la.. gonna to stop here.. stay tune.. =)

Juz back from skate training today.. get to pull off a sui-slide for 2.5m to 3m.. well.. hard work will pay of if you realli work hard on it.. no matter how hard you fall, alway remember tis "never ever give up hopes"..

Today after work, i went to tampines mrt to meet and return lost handphone to it owner.. ronghua(ah sir) was accompany to wait for him.. but after tat he got appointment and needa go.. well.. i like wait for abt 10min tat fella come.. i return him his handphone and he was veri happy and sincerely thanks me... no time to waste and i need to go as my brother(andy) come and fetch me... *touchs* he come all the way from woodland juz to fetch me.. see... so good brother where to find sia.. thanks alot brother.. i do cherish you.. nothing can ever break the brotherhood bonding within us.. =)

Btw tomorrow meet joshua together wid andy go down golden mile to book ticket to KL!! haha~ the trip is coming near.. cant wait!! and out of sudden, tomorrow got COMPETITION!!! *shock* super last minute ar.. although is juz a "inter-club" friendly com, i will still do my best..


*jia you* =)

I hate doing minutes for the meeting.. is like never ending job.. keep on typing and typing.. kinda tired today... my laziness lid me to walk in the "flight 2.4km run".. But today something happening happens.. i using 40cent to play cards and end up i wont $16++ haha~ earn some money for breakfast.. =) *wink* i muz tahan until tuesday and tat will be the time for me to get away from town to KL.. Relax..




*stress-ed*

Last night i hab a dream... i dream of someone tat use to be mine in the past.. duo the dream is kinda sweet but in reality, is impossible.. dunno why i dream of it.. kinda down when i wake up.. i keep thinking izzit i still "love" you or wad.. well.. i shall not say more.. it's already past for a couple of years ago.. i will keep the rest to myself..

Today while habing i get a new appointment whereby i never even heard before... wad the hell should i do??
been arrow-ed and can i say no?? NO WAY!!! so i hab no choice but to do.. i kinda feel tat my work load is getting more and more heavier.. stress level is starting to climb up... haix.. =(

as usual back from work... haha~ well... although today rains, but still damn freaking hot.. maybe is i went for a run bah... now i kinda love running.. maybe get influence by yibin and sylbestine?? haha~ i can now running 2.4km without walking.. i will try to increase my distance bit by bit.. so sylbest ar, next time i can join u for marathon le.. haha~ today on my way back, i get motion sickness.. so giddy.. know why?? cuz i play psp on the bus.. "puke".. i know u guys will say "orbit good" de.. =S

oh yeah.. joshua and his frenz joining me and andy trip to KL!!! yeah.. more people.. i make sure myself will shop till the sun goes down...


7days to go... *waiting*

*UPDATE*

Lame shit.. Singapore 3 & Uzbekistan 7!!!! Singaporean worst nightmare.. guess tat 2010 for us to enter world cup is a no no!!! Not tat i dun support singapore but they juz need to buck up!! in teamwork, speed, passing!!! no more lazybone!

well.. tat's all for the updates..
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Juz back from work... so tired... playing psp all the way.. lol.. today quite slack... afternoon no officer around.. so yah.. haha~ oh ya.. later got soccer match.. Singapore vs Uzbekistan haha~ well.. today i apply oversea leave le.. going KL wid andy on 10,11,12.. SHOPPING!!!! whahaha.. k la.. gtg eat ler... hungry... =)


"till now, i still confuse.... why..............."

Get to chat wid "her" on phone due to some sms stuffs.. wad can i say, everytime i hear her voice, is alway so melting.. so sweet.. duo onli less den a minute but tat enough.. =) den she call second time.. but tis tie she call wrong number.. -_-" chey.. i tot she gonna to chat wid me.. haha~


Well... today i going slack at home for the whole day.. veri veri tired ar.. needa go cut hair later due to muster parade tomorrow.. sian...


Beijing competition result is out... 1st - jireh, 3rd - ernest, 4th - nigel.. heard tat the judging system at there sucks.. kinda bias.. out of five slide, fall 3 slide olso can get 2nd.. well.. nothing to say.. anyway nigel, dun too sad.. cuz tis is so call your first major competition mah.. k la.. stopping here.. tata~ =)